I intend to do something when the torrent of my emotions came all scatter, it was a deluge daily, every day I washed my fears, nothing remains of the passage, everything is clear, everything is beautiful it is now that I can lead my life, there is no obstacle, I know where I'm going, I have taken all measures to not grow, I arrived at the present moment, it is as if I was in a dream, but it should bounce back, I can not remain in uncertainty, this is where I want to go, I'm sure, so do not tell me what I have to do is easy, it's obvious, I must go there, this is my destiny fragile, my painting accepted my appointment in 20 years, I have to prepare myself, I have the time to get there this is a race but I do not want to get in my head, I just want to be in my place, a place where I can say that life is beautiful and strange, there are things that happens is not clear why they arrive, why ask too many questions, what happens, it happens because I wanted to, I can not say that I wanted everything that happens to me but I wanted to start, I 'm not complaining though sometimes I think it was before, but it is always the same, before, after, one is always in between, I do not choose, I can see if I'm good, c 'is that I am, I did not ask any questions, I live for years, I got to where I am today is a reality acceptable, nothing is going well but I'm fine, how is it possible, I wonder, but I can not answer because nobody knows exactly what my problem is, I do not like horses, it does not bother me, I live with , and then when I wake up I'm not in a stable,