should be, is it a coincidence or do I have to explain myself, I orror that, I prefer to stay in my corner to dream, if I had an apartment in Paris , I can look out the window , see the rain , the sky become dark, the passage butcher street bleach , and I still near what I saw , savor the moment that I wished there for years, but as nothing happens as wants, he took me through strange places before finally arriving at the same place it was 10 years old , as what we agitated for nothing, everything happens as if we could be anything , it is radio - ordered, turn right , do this you entraîen a silly choice , but to see it after , oh! delightful life , you push me , you kill me, one day I 'll bloom daffodils, but for now I think about a plan b , quans this is over , I have time to finish what I started a long cycle that began 30 years ago , I feel that I am approaching the end , I gained some maturié that I missed before, when I was a teenager everything seemed easy, a lightness that I could not to reach the top , now I am old , I am no longer a young man , my stomach swelled so that I can not expect a child , my ideas so black that I am not a minor at the bottom of the mine , that I because I realized that I should not expect others to believe them, that they must turn their heads to force them to do so, at the start he did not want , but the need is too strong to be like everyone else , that's success is cause the vast majority who do nothing for others, who does not like anyone who lives a hard life , anything before nothing after the moment is locked in stop position , I 'm not complaining , I know what I have to do , it's been a while since I started , I see the path and I 'm not proud of I sui still far from release , let's just say I access premirères steps, maybe one day I was going to get to the top