net so I categorically say

net so I categorically say that is all I can do, do not ask me anything else, I already do my best , so I prefer to keep my composure from , it 's no use getting upset when can not reach an agreement , and tomorrow I leave without being able to understand why all of a sudden I am told that I am not the case , which surprises me because it's been 20 years that I 've been doing this and I 've never had a problem , what happened in my life , but rather my two divorces, like the fact , I think I had run , I learned last week that changed CEO , and coincidentally it is my ex-wife who will donate my CEO, I understand she wants me to pay my departure from home to live another relationship with a younger woman , anyway that too is finished, finally it is with the woman who became director it to last as long , I even remember that it had surprised me, because before it I only had adventures I found it easily because I have a convertible sports car and I know how to speak to women, but quickly they discover who I am and they go , because deep down I 'm not someone interesting I think of nothing , I have no project life does not interest me but I do not think about suicide, I'm not brave enough to get me a bullet in the heart , or of jump over a ravine 100 meters high, so I continue to live by habit , I have a job , an apartment, two cars, one for groceries and one for flirting , but as I have over 20 years it's getting harder and harder , and then I find that women are more demanding , before it was easy, a nice car, a guy not too bad, but now he must take the high road , weekend at Deauville in the most expensive hotel, the diamond necklace for a night out and all for a very short duration, maximum one month after they get tired and they go somewhere else , in these circumstances I do not plus costs so little relationship, I prefer to let my sports car to the garage , this is how a company operates , as if now he had to pay always pay for Madame agrees to make love with me, fortunately I found a new thing, now I spot the only women who do their shopping, it is easy to recognize, they only take what they like while women in couples are full with meat fish pizza , a bit of everything for the family , in short when I mark a I gave him a big smile and ask her where she found the smoked salmon , and I want to tell him that I have a Russian grandmother and I often went to Russia and here we met again last week, we fucked like animals, I had backache after , this is what I see as I get older