again I know

again I know it's been I think I'm able to do what I want, it's a complicated reality, because before during my first 30 years all went well without saying that I going to live other than what I was then, but one day my forty years I woke up shivering, what would I do with my life, or so I tell myself I have to act, and I think I come to the conclusion that nothing really like it, something that would keep me strong enough that I do not loose quickly, sex no, money, no power, no wine, no, then I have an idea, it is that since I was ten years old, I like to write, at the beginning I did a dilettante no other desire than to have a good time, then obviously it is complicated and more in addition, today I happen to want that writing gives me money to live, and for that I complicates life for me to write often he must want to face the urge to do nothing but me it does not bother me, I love acting, but especially not for a particular purpose, I like to act without purpose, then I thought I'll write aimlessly, it is very difficult to do quickly because all his life one is educated in a goal, parents first, then everything is the school goal and even after the company requires us to be a citizen, goals, goals and more goals yet, so to spend in order not aim it takes time and I'm not even sure to get there, because who am I a human way unpretentious without words, just good to live each day and gradually rot up bone, that's a part of me, but it's not the only one, there is also the winner, this is normal with all these goals, we win every game, there is also the dreamer, one who is happy to live, without thinking of anything, he is happy, that's all the branches that make up me and remind me in the way I think, obviously I do not think as my neighbor or as the Pope, when all is said there is nothing more to say and when it is higher must be installed, it is simple in appearance but when you dig one realizes that all is false, because for it to hold it takes lies because for a society progresses we must full of small humans who think they are important from the blow it all wrong because the start is all humans are born equal in law, that is the message of the constitution when they killed the king they said we will put the package to ten francs and then go pee live the republic's why the fortunes that are not jumping today is said to pass into space and as c ' Therefore this time is waiting to speak last as usual it's one time too but we are used, be aware do nicely without being a wheeler-dealer, the truth is that especially when to declare his while revenue for a small success I tell myself that I have to work seriously and even if it is one day have the reward of friendly pickle, is the program, there is more to continue ferociously without complaint nor put outside the circle, it is the only condition, draw a circle on the floor as if to say this is my project is going well and on the line so that it is not forgotten and it takes a position on the ridge, it must absolutely have the vision on the summit, so what if one goes through the holes, we have the ability to bounce back with a vengeance and have more fun because at the moment it is the joy of living