in a year, a year, a year, a year, a year in five minutes, ten years ago, now that I am, whenever I think about it now I am, I think yesterday but I am, I see tomorrow in the fog, I see forms without knowing what I live, I do not care, I try tobe good at this, and tomorrow it will be this, so why worry what will happen is what I live, I know how to live, I learned by living, decades of development, now I know what to do to be ,