now I'm fine, I still hope to go well, it would be great, but I suspect it may go wrong, how would I then am I angry, sad, I do not think this difficult time, I 'm too happy to live what I live now it nothing happens but I'm happy to live,breathe, nothing else to expect, life passes majestically, it does not concern us, we does not matter to her, she is so old, we are so young, we are never old, even at age 90 you are young, the earth has 4 billion years, anoverwhelming existence, humans crushed against it is ecstasy, we expect it every day is boredom, what's thereafter life, is the extraordinary love, do anything to opposite of life