this is a reason to hope, without going back, my whole body goes forward with a final surge, I must pass and then I do not know, I'm so caught up in the struggle I do not see after, I do not know where I'll get in a hole, or at the top of a building, or in a bed, it depends on the destiny, I'll choose something or am I trapped of an invisible reality, all this sounds like a dream, I have to start in the position of awakening, it's time, beep, beep, I open one eye, the second is necessary to provide an update I remember that I'm in the room where I slept the night before, suddenly I know I should get up, it's Tuesday, I must go to work, I have to go into the street, take the train, say hello, and wait for the day to say goodbye, one last day, tomorrow I do not work, a day to make turns, then I'll wait for the evening, a fortnight and it 's the holidays,