again I know what it is

again I know what it is and yet I keep going in the same direction because it's been so long that I pass by I do not know if I have the strength to try another path, because for me life is simple, it starts one day and since it does not stop which means that for the moment I manage, which stands amid concerns as they say everything is about power to do so, and as I am someone who likes to discover new facets I just need some fresh blood so I could turn the corner, so I'll cut a red piece of meat and I drink the blood of the beast, that's fine take a little time because this is the first time I do that before I did not feel the need but in recent days, I find myself in times of transformation I stop anxious, everything seems to me simple, what is more amazing is that I am well, so if you do the math 47 years of anguish and three days of light, it does not make the weight, but it's a start, I do not know if I will not live another 47 years, but we know that's what we have already experienced, the rest is the unknown and if I'm still here in 47 years, I'll be an old man all idle and senile, but meanwhile I still have energy and I am very careful not to overeat, because I know for keeping fit should be taken to excess, which gives me another reason to attention and have a good time because the dynamics of living by paying attention and we said we able to do it and as it is a first step I am sure that the second will make even more effort, that way we will arrive at a level that is acceptable to continue to dream of a life that is turned towards freedom, is my greatest desire, what I seek as a priority, it is surely the hardest to stabilize because one does not become free in a day, it takes years of research to begin to see what is possible to do, it's a real job that does not evolve quickly because for years you spend more time take the very low temperature as to reap the benefits, but it's a time of training is what I like to do that by being able to understand that the road is long and it's all for a chance to leave already