oh yes I'll do and this is for the time left

oh yes I'll do and this is for the time left because I am well aware that we must all gone faster that I go that's it I have to do, but when I see all it takes to prepare, I feel a little discouraged, I would have to find new energy but I feel down, it's curious, I'm not old, but I feel that the longer it goes the more I patina, so that for once I do it to the end, I would like to be stronger and have a basic concept below which I can not go down, and as it is better to think of the time Besides, I'm getting a good resolution and I prepare my business for the big departure, once that is done I tell myself that it was not much when I see these migrants who cross the seas, walk for hundreds kilometers having lost everything and I quietly asking me what I'm going for my trip, but what you want, we are where we are, I never wanted to migrate, and if some time I went it was abroad for holidays, so why you want to quit all, many fleeing war, it is that France is no longer at war for 70 years, so I'm born in peace and this continues, then I can not think like these migrants fleeing the massacres, luckily for me I am in a corner where nothing happens in my life but that is the main concern inside me, there is something going on that I have trouble understanding, it's been that I'm stuck and I can not unlock me, that's why I thought a start in a different place to help me, and still I am not sure, because I am deeply is that I saw, so it puzzles me, I need to study it more closely to what to do because I feel I can do stay as I am now for years, it's a mental health issue, I feel go into madness, so I have to react, and have the feeling of directing my life, instead of allowing this activity to others, when deciding something for me, will it be the click, I wait a little longer and I will act, it is important to take control because for most of the life there is nothing to decide itself, we let walk right and left and when we take stock we see that it's been that everything is done outside oneself, then I am able to think a human