in a sense I am optimistic is the way I prefer, but occasionally I'm pessimistic, I do not like it, it leads to nothing, it's scary, but it does not last, while at most one less than yesterday, but I do not care, it does not last, it is soft, it's slow, it feels nothing and it disgusts me, so why change if it works as that, I say I'm in the right direction, that of realism, ready to pounce at the first opportunity, but I know I will not do it, I'm a passive nature, I look at the people passing me merely smile inwardly, I have a strong trend in the lack of externalization, ie I am not the style to show what I am, I prefer to keep quiet and not say anything, because it is well known to what to take and leave what you can not take, so I'm happy with the minimum silence in action, an attitude that I cultivated over the years, it suits me better than that I did before, but it's long and I do not remember, I am now is all that matters to me, a look, full of ambition and yet wanting nothing guilty wonderful situations because I believe in me more than you, I'm sorry to tell you, but you do account for me, I know that I know myself, it's been years that I know, I know up where I can go, and I trust in the hard times and the other, because in life there are so many reasons not to like what I want, I demand, be me, a desperate attempt that only matched the first trip to Mars will take place in a hundred years, I'll be dead by then, so I have no need to worry, all is well