now that i am fine

now that I 'm fine I can see what happens when all of a sudden everything goes wrong, it does not prevent , it falls like an avalanche that takes everything when it happened to me , I was far from doubt that it would happen to me, but what to say is that comes out, it is a lesson of life, when all is lost there is a little corner that lets hope live is an opportunity, when nothing comes , you can go and make enough to live better, what it takes , a little thing that does not show an insignificant breath, a tiny opening yet without this soul is crumbling , it rolls on the ground , the energy goes, a pile of flesh that can not stand up, that's why I 'm sure it's all there in the hope of today , when everything is ready and I see before me up the source that allows me to say that I 'm okay, two words that like an iceberg show only a small area below there are thousands of kilometers of warmth, patience, measuring everything is placed so that everything is well placed , because in life what counts is a very small thing , it is a moment in the midst of life, when it switches in something else, this time it is grace , it is the top, I know I could not go back, I must advance and I back down to the bottom , until death, but for the rest of my life I intend to use all my strength to throw me in a direction I choose, it is for this reason that I spent several hours a day to be sure not to miss anything , because in the world current one is content to show , it is not like before in the truth, so I decided to go to the truth , which compels me to not be normal , so in that single moment that passes I know I can count to 2 , first one that is gaining momentum , and then two that ensures that everything is at best, we see where I am in the uncertain stage , everything is sensitive, it I have to take a decision, it can not continue like this , so I 'm full , it allows me not to think vacuum , for years I seek a passage , this moment is special , it is no doubt that I'm trying to write, but now I 'm not yet in the next moment , I have to wait it out , it annoys me , I want everything on the spot , it is modernity , we want have everything right away we do not want to wait , I see an example in the latest development which is said to revolutionize modern life, it is the 3d printer that will allow its proponents to build any what we want without leaving home , this is the ultimate bullshit, how do you remain cloistered at home hoping to be good because it is good to be several situations that must be met to think that it will including leave home to feel alive in the eyes of others that I meet when I 'm home I'm good but I miss this appearance , so modernity promises happiness, but I think more good sense has no age , there were both there a hundred thousand years now , it is a position to a stable object , the tumult there is always common sense says this is there and it is often not in the direction of evolution, because without being completely reverses the common sense has not age , it does not change , in contrast to modernity , while I pass by , it makes me feel good I know the streets, squares , I always go to the same place just to ask me if I have to go right or left , this movement I call happiness