when it's time I will be

when it's time I will be at the center of my life, but for the moment I do tricks , I do not know where to go , it does not take me in anguish, I tell myself that life moves up point p, then it is a personal question, what happens in my life , I know until today that I did, but after what I do, I do have not seen , it is a question of place when I 'm in the middle I do not see on the sides, and when I look up I'm afraid to walk into a dog turd , so I want to alert maximum , if ever a tile fell from a roof , will I the sense of humor , saying that life stops by a falling tile, it's fun life, you never know how will die and all of a sudden we know, it falls right on my head, it could have fallen off , that's what surprises me , life is often a matter of inches , the rock fell on home and took away the two children who slept in the downstairs bedroom , ten centimeters rock was passing , but no, fate strikes when it is, but it is decided that I did not Remember that God is evil , then why remove two children who have not lived their lives , is a message of hope , it's crazy how the brain can think , going from one to another in a second, there is no order, everything goes wrong but the output can talk without shouting , everything is normal , everything is fine, even though life is crazy when it happens it is too late to get shelter anyway there is no shelter against fate, when it's time you can not ask for an extension , it is now that it's done , it will never be as before toward the summit and beyond , in a circumstance that pushes me to do what I could avoid if I did not exist, but it happens that I live for quite some time, but this does not explain why I started looking for why it happens like this