always more or less always

always more or less always, this is a question I ask myself without being able to solve for how to have an observable reality, just constantly moving, there is no satisfaction that takes one hour while changing very quickly, then one must ask and evacuate like that one reaches an inactive area of ​​depression and left like that I do not want to become a vegetable, everything is so slow that it becomes painful but this time as to other I stand at a small light dancing in the development of hours as if everything is possible in a world open to all and I too am in a possible direction, which is not done as a whole, I need more time but as the day only twice 12 hours, there is a lot of waste, and then in the present situation we forget to do what is most urgent, normally you need a broad vision even if we want to win the Pulitzer Prize but before I must be more precise in my expectations because for years I let myself carried by a decision without purpose, because life seemed wide enough for me I moved myself in concern, but this is a day I am in a normal situation, but fear crushes me, I can not breathe, is death that catches me, but no, it's just a message from someone one else I do not know who told me that everything is going round in circles, so to go straight we must put a big package, but I do not know how to do, I thought that by turning on one could see the lack is not the strongest, because to be put into orbit requires a rocket, and what is there is not yet perfect, it takes years to find out what and it's no longer waste time searching for something else, which is very low is not, that's how I began to understand things, all is well if one is oneself well, so for be good I think it's good, then everything else falls into the void, I just need a few days to try it after I do not know what I will do, to travel, to be helpful, have time, I do not know because we can not know what life holds for us, out of condition place for the next stage but now the blue goes into force, we must put the red, but not too much because we do not know what it's like if all the blood from another area while the banana is cooked, it must also go for the world at the airport which will take me all afternoon, you could not instead go around noon that way we would have time to see it coming, but the pressure is too great, from there you can see nothing here but it's very far especially since the hole has expanded as construction is recent is provided to the foundations that can withstand earthquake so it holds good, but if it was stronger I do not know if we could go that far, so I asked all world to go and live in tents, and as it is summer it poses no heating problem, it should not be as it lasts more than six months, but you never know with the earth, it does not move not for millions of years and suddenly it shakes, it is unclear why this is strange and it is rather panicking because there is no solution to propose, if everything is blocked should robots strong enough to go to refurbish, but we do not yet invented them so you have to pray that's all I can do