one day we are happy

one day we are happy, what else there is so much rape wars, bad guys who kill the innocent, that for now all is well, I get up in the morning and I say hello, which means that I see myself smile for nothing or for very little while, it should go like this for a long time unless I am forced to grow old too fast, which bother me but how this will happen, it happens that I arrived in the middle of my life as possible as I do not know the date of the end I trust the figures for life expectancy in France men die on average around 80 years, which leaves me 33 years of age of Christ when he died, but the parallel stops there I have no desire to live like Jesus talking to everybody, performed miracles, I am content to live fairly well it's a project which takes time and how I'd do if I had to go to Jerusalem to spread the word, it is far from my home and I will not know what to say, because how do without the Holy Spirit, this great unknown that should not have much time to lose, because at the moment I have ever seen and as it is a joy to take time to pray, I just say Hail Mary, that's enough and when I am the nail, it can not help me, because humans have impulses he can not control, just what I expect it to be old because it is said that after a now it is calm, but at the moment I'm at the peak of my life, it goes up and down as if I did not have a second to breathe and as that is what is happening it is not worth doing Moreover, it is like that, a bit of everything and it is the balance, like what we look too far happiness, everything is present here and now so why worry, God is there to save us so I conclude that all I can do is wait grace, and as I know what it is I am confident, because to live in peace we need much grace to withstand the pressure who would want that simplifies to the point that it no longer exists and as it must get up early I make my prayers before leaving by saying it this way I advance a little bit on the way of life passing