what is now happening

what is now happening is an energy research for the next circle I'm still in the same place between boredom and pleasure, surely to be what I have always been and will not change life , I prefer to go further in the same direction to dig a hole for me to sleep one day my whole eternity, but for now I enjoy it and do it again and also it like that I'm still in the trigger as if I was a shot but I 'm like that , which is not ready yet, but one day it will be that, then I can do it , another step in my life, now I have two, my birth and my marriage to my wife, I do not know if I have no other that knows the future, I know what I like I grow potatoes, a little water, sun and love , then we can always cook in oil, it is a pleasure that will not stop at my death , then it will be another attempt to what they want, it is not easy, you obviously know what you want and just that it takes a lot of time because we do not teach school children how to reach the ultimate happiness which is to be in life in the right place , this course is personal, it is accessible to everyone, but few people do it because it requires high availability and long persistence over several years , so people prefer to live without wonder it is their place, they have a light vision of happiness simply , it's light and it can break a shock in life, whereas if one seeks valiantly his place, if it occurs , it is as hard as rock, it does not change , it is still a situation, because in life that spins , there are still places that are thousands of years and that the living may wish to take and then what provided in this site, it is a responsibility , it fits into the history of humanity , in memory of all those who have tried to find them, I say thank you for having started before me