in this unique moment I like

in this unique moment I like to smile to no one, because I know that if I do this to someone he could tell why I smiled so that I do not want to do anything with anyone , I know that the relationship going nowhere , it is useless to dream of doing something wonderful with someone everything is funny , everything falls , there is nothing that takes in the tumult of days that pass through anguish to live long and everything is determined as a time that a lot , what will he do I do not understand why walking, should I ever take my shovel for a hole that will be used to plant a tree oh joy of life when we project it means that we live, it is strong, it's good, it's good , yes, I am , yes I am happy because when I toured the possibilities and I go back to what I am, I tell myself that everything is the same , we must have an idea , it starts like that, and then it turns not seen further, it is a very time must be careful it can happen quickly by hand, I watch as I can and then I fall asleep , it feels good to sleep when you are tired , you can not continue doing what we fall asleep , it's good to sleep, finally in the day it is released from the weight of life, this lack that grows as life unfolds its poisons, and in a gesture of satisfaction because everything here is gone there is only walls and fruit trees but nobody to care for them , and as I 'm long gone I no longer have the strength to do anything but keep going to find out , because I know there has a door that leads somewhere on the other side , but where is it , I have been looking for years and I never could get the chance to find the blue house with a yellow roof, is that it can leave at once , without having had time to take all we can do is a passage that is what rain towards evening , without waiting for the result , a rook, pawn , business without the full measure, but before becoming a narrow passage that makes me seasick, but what is most important is to put everything else in a box