what I think is the result of the action of millions of atoms

what I think is the result of the action of millions of atoms that spend their time watching the passing of time without being able to tell me how much time I have left to live , yet there are some well who knows , god maybe if it is he who is responsible for my birth he surely knows how I leave the earth, but how to communicate with him, he has no phone number , I must surely expect an event that will make me understand why I screws, because at the moment it is dark , I get up in the morning, that's something , then I get up , this is another feat that goes unnoticed because in order to overcome gravity is just huge, but good move , then I make coffee, I butter a slice of bread , so far so good , it is regular, it is usual , I feel good , but then I drank my coffee and ate my sandwich and brushed my teeth and took clothes are in the closet and dressed myself , I sit on the couch and then I say now what I do, I took a great fatigue, it for years, I ask myself the same question, it's been that I am no longer a child, when I was young I played all day and never get bored , and then one day I left my toys in a box time had passed I became an adult, I had to 'll find another occupation , but I do not know what happened at that time , something did not work , I have not found other occupation and now I'm waiting for years to find something to do , it's mostly my long life happens without a project , then I ask myself what the point of living if it is to lift the morning and go to bed at night, and then one day I got tired , I went to see the head of life and social success program, I told him about my problem , he consulted his notes and then he told me , this is normal, you are part of a new program that gives more freedom to individuals, I looked puzzled, he added, so now it's up to you to find what you want to do, I thanked him and I came me , wondering how I was going , but the next day I went to a restaurant for lunch