joy only live once

joy only live once because at the moment I think it's pretty good but in a few years it will no longer go as the storm I feel my body moving atoms that prevent me that all is quiet for now but one day it will fall and there I will not be as light because even if I think I'll be able to hold I do not know how long this is why at the moment I'm happy to say that I will Well, it makes me happy to know that it's going because right now it is not so well but I manage with all that I know to get better and frankly I do not feel bad, which means that any is balanced to know that it is now that I live and not in ten years as best we can hope for years but how long should we expect, I do not know why I continue to take all the good side, it suits me to want everything to go well because at the moment I receive messages of good hope, because to live the best you have to have normal health, as is my case, I'm not complaining though the full is far from me, I can not see where it stops and yet I try but I can not then I do something else to stay in balance because you have to go lightly and do not hang on a situation impossible to storm, and as time flies it is useless to solve a puzzle which one understands nothing then to go just as I spend little time in the dark matter, which leaves me time for simple questions like what to think or to go well when see that nourishes my good will and all that comes to me is hope in sufficient quantity to fill my bad luck because at my age still be in this weakness if it is not what I wonder is it because right now it's good, but now I do it in spite of common sense, what should i me to rebound, I don ' have no desire to crush me like an animal that dies, I just want to live while doing something good is it so difficult, do I confront enemies who want to make me even unhappiness, misery, not I want to continue to live in a bubble of love, that's how I can continue in perspective between the happy and the delicate time when I feel from an area that is not in accord with my desire to look face time pushes me in the grave, fortunately I do not have a health problem so I deluded myself into a dream which only make me happy accessible is a habit I cultivated for always have in my heart a remnant of what I felt earlier and as it is a policy that does not have a problem I continue on this path to try to take as many positive thoughts to try to fill the void that will happen one day that's why I optimizes every second seeing the more chance on my side and when it's time I go straight into the next idea is a pace that requires an energy that I draw on my reserves and everything is well prepared, it is an oiled machine from one side to the other without having done it tenderly but with courage and obstinacy it is a struggle to discovered to warn demons I am here in the hope that you can take my place as long as possible is a desire that works and I'm in the same place