another time I'm away and as I know this is where

another time I'm away and as I know this is where I ought to be falling now I feel in me a hope that I harbored for months, but then how to do, I can not have two houses as a roof slope, beige shoes and wool sheep, so that tomorrow I wonder how I'm going to have plenty of time to have a little peace, because I do not think being at war, but as I manage wrong, I know what to do when things go well, but when I drag in the months that are yet those I love, I do not see why I'm like that, is that I get, or so my happiness stock runs out faster than my life, but that is life, is that it's like that for everything to become clear, and so is everything's like that for everything to be put in a corner and that we no longer think for years and when you wake up is to go to work and as is usual that overrides the dreams we think no more, this is how you drift in pain, which is not serious at first but can it can grow thereafter, because you never know how it evolves, is what I'm doing the right thing, I do not know What I know is that for the moment I do what I can, and as is my NIOHC I think that is good, but after landing in what time will I have to redo a number that gives me the kind of easy human to live, or is it that I will live another life, it does not depend on me, you must see that in life it is connected by invisible son, and that everything is collective, so if you spend time alone, it is actually in a group with all the dead who are in the same room and who would like to advise me but as they died I can not hear, so I have on my own, and as is my habit it does not bother me, at least I am solely responsible for this decline, but hey it's okay, it's just that everything seems frozen, which n ' is not why I say that everything happens one day, but for it to be now it's difficult, we do not know when it happens, then I dream and wait for time passes