I do it to know but why do so without knowing

I do it to know but why do so without knowing what is happening is something that manages without being able to change it because essentially it is the wall that dam and as is the composition that not pass in full must be separated from others who are not there to see what happens because at this time we must be prepared which does not move a lot of people because it's hard to be at the same level at the same time then I resolve myself to be alone to fight against the tough action that leads straight to the waiting, or I'm not at all on the line for me the action is official implying that I'm as close as can envy, like what it's all gone without my knowing the start, so I have to hurry to get my place I booked a long time, and I have a right and natural that I take this opportunity, then I run, I cry, I shoot people, I lift my arms, I give myself a slap, and to get to the middle of nowhere, but it is not a disappointment because it is not the first time I am crazy, it comes when I'm at the end of a journey, so it goes up and I have to believe in my dreams, but as there is nothing real I fall back into what I am, and I continue to do everything I can to one day have the chance to get to the other side, so that's all I can say what I am doing but hey, it's all a matter of program you should try to follow that alone it was decided in his area, a wet day, it always rains the days of big decision, it is not because we expect it rained, and we do not decide the rain falling, c it's just an observation that I do because I'm starting to have a great experience of life, as this month is the beginning of the end, I place myself in the middle and I pray God to accept that I still spends time in life, I feel that I have not completed my training takes time and I know why I'm like this because I think a lot and sometimes I'm about to find out what will well, as here you have to live without hiding, I continue to think that all that matters is to live as well as every day to be free