I often say yes, it keeps me from descend to No I stay at the same level, a quiet uncertainty, it goes in all directions, I am aware that in some cases must carefully consider the arrival of a strange reality, it should calm down, but I do not know why I expect something that will destroy me, I was very quiet when I knew I had to go far to look for something that would destroy my happiness, I could not help it, happiness does not last, it must be destroyed, and perhaps after the rebuild, but it's not like before, nothing is as it was, we did not the same eyes, is no longer the same age, experience pushes us away from the innocence, we accumulate precautions, we make again what made the happiness, shall we go to the unfortunate thing is not sure, we're going forward, is it happiness to another, I know what it is, it's been years that I live in happiness, I see no other, but life done well, it leads to where we can see life differently, it is a matter of time and movement to the other side