it is in these conditions that I agreed to take what seems to me essential , since that day I live day to day without wondering what will happen tomorrow, because what exists is an incoherent set of passing one to the other without warning and makes noise for nothing, so I'm with , that's how I came to think that I could do something with my life , so I made ​​a decision to stop believing that I could do several things at the same time it had take some time , but that day I saw that I could not love and hate at the same time , it was an issue and today ' Today again I am pleased to be able to drop some of the ropes, I still have most but one thing at a time , for now I do what I want, what comes after is not for me , this I want is very personal , it only concerns me, so I do whatever it takes to try to meet ends meet, my desire and my fate, I am sure he can not stay , I n imagine nothing grand , but big enough to live comfortably place is my project when I do not know, I do not control the timing of God, who always does what he has always wanted without waiting for permission , I am not as a god , and fortunately , it would be too much to bear , I'm just a human who understood the need to do more for little results