the funny thing is that I am often not only suffer from loneliness, I found one way to go smoothly, but when I see that I'm the best , it does not bother me , it is not not my goal, I think long and I came to the conclusion that everything was closed , so I do not know what to do, I tried cunning, strength, anything, but it does does not work , as if I, alone in my pants I could not understand what I'm missing , maybe I lack nothing there , so I spend my time drifting aimlessly in a cold world but still somewhere a reason to do so, so I'm happy , I see no need to worry , everything is being done , there is no reason to believe or not to believe , what is needed is just the time to try to put in the middle of the target arrow that does not turn against me , exercise is not easy , but I ' have time , at least two hours before me , so I 'm not complaining , I advance in the dark, but I 'm not thirsty , because what is known is not as disturbing as what is in a other place I have ever set foot