how many years I live every day, it makes me feel good because I think I'm in my right even if I need to build a cabin for me to tell me that this is where I live for years , it does not matter , it amuses me is my character, I can not help it , or rather I can keep it, that's what I told myself one day, everything was easy and then I could not do nothing , I had to convince myself that something must be done , but what I know now that it is not easy to choose, we do not know if I chose maybe I can do something else, because how do we know if what we do is really what we should do , if we believe we have a mission on earth , sometimes I think I could just be the father of fifty children to tell me that I have nothing else to do , my life is fulfilled, but other times I think that I must continue to do what I 've done for years the path is there, it is drawn by me, I attach a wire securely so that it can not go in other directions , I want to direct my life in a precise sense , c ' is my goal, to get to an insane precision , what I feel deep and is very difficult to trace because the human hides most of his life in fear of having to make something true , as we know that lying is the first human activity , we realize that the work will be long, it must lose everything I 've learned since I was born , everything is wrong , we must create something else, but never I have thought I could do it myself what I can do is laugh , an easy pleasure, nothing important , I am nothing, I have nothing to do, everything is in a weight I have to be , so what else hope from back , view , looking without touching , as soon as you touch it's over , it no longer starts it is an empty gesture, it should not be moved at least one hour after everything changes we are more or less in a dream, it can not go faster, it is loaded backward and forward is not strong enough to take the all to other fields, so I spent years in the woods , not knowing which way to go , sometimes I think I'm lost and I turn around , other times I feel to move forward and take the time by surprise, but it does not last because the weather is very strong, he runs