in x years I'm dead, the x is important, it comes just after the w, and just before y, in English we say wy x, x why, I say how x, how we live, evil, good, without interest, days passing without being able to grab the chance, everything goes wrong, the body is sick, head to think through a ruined life, how there's shattered lives, millions, millions of people born under x, which live their entire life miserable orphan, no annoying relatives, no family meals boring, days of solitude in the joy of family celebrations at Christmas or Easter, x is also below belt, how many people born under x spend their time in the x, is how one becomes what one is, an intermediate result, because the end is not immediately, in x years I am no longer on earth, am i above the earth in the eternal sky, or underground in the hot hells, or elsewhere without existing as now, without thinking what I am, without losing time, there is nothing left to do anything to win, no more claims, eternal peace, like a sea of oil that does not worry about rising gasoline prices