once, twice, and then silence, timing is one, I do not take else I like that one a moment, I'll see if you can take now,  every day I choose a good time and I expect that I let go, it is a good time of the day, I carefully selected based on my interests, my expectations, I do not expect much of life, nothing happens, it is routine, we do the same things again and every day we wait the decades it nothing happens, I look right, I look left, I a step forward, I'm looking, but I do not know what I want, but how to find it, if I find something, I do not know if this is what I wanted, with time I realized that it should not ask too much, one day I started to make the decision to choose a time of day and consider that it was a good time, it is I alone who decided, I gave this time characteristic of a good time, when objectively it was a normal time, neither good nor bad, but I decided it was good, it had become for me, but not for others, it is for this reason that I stopped to pick a good time, I was crazy, it's hard to live, but to live with others is really complicated, it is necessary to careful not to move away from normality, otherwise strained relations break is a step too far and this is the end, then I continue to live normally, we'll see