believe, still believe, it's tiring, I would also like to rest, expect nothing, the time pass without asking him, but life is a slippery slope, if we stop we may move to another state, we know nothing, everything is changed, we make mistakes, it's bad, it traces in a forgotten area, I quickly again, it comes back as before, a single facility, nice days, unknown nights and every moment can shine for a minute, I hope one day to spend two minutes per hour, it is a hope to double my chances, but how difficult it is to keep the balance I'm careful not to fall into the intoxication, it goes smoothly without any crack, a piece of paper flying in the air can not not land on earth to raise a family, so I like well, I do things seriously, once I thought they could take off, but it quickly fell back, so I expect no wait, I think without thinking, I do to make a choice, two choices, twice, a thousand times, rare, near, hear, see, come, take, and once again make a test that is not nuclear, just a joke that does not hurt, in my kitchen, in my room in my head into something else, always face the demon that would lead me the loss, you do not like me, I like to keep possession of my hope, so I know where I am, an unanswered question, but I got used to it, it's been years that I 'advance in the dark, I begin to understand that this is more like it