without knowing it, I knew, but how to say it must still look to try to see the bottom of the water, it is a unique experience, once you experienced, there remains nothing in life is finished, it spreads through the nonsense, this is a special time, we arrive somewhere where nothing happens, a flat universe, everything is flat, envy is flat, the movement is flat, you can not open the other, is enclosed in itself, it does not advance more, it takes some time to do anything, you get stuck somewhere, there is no end, wait a day, a day when all lights, all of a sudden, we see clear all the past is forgotten, now we must act now must live before I die, I do not understand longer life, it is so weird it nothing happens and yet so we could know what is happening in the depths of being, we discover what is the spring to be, what the pushes forward, what is the point, what is his life, and then we could go straight, it would be a brutal knowledge, true, direct, when life is tortuous, blood, disgusting, the sun shines, love comes among the garbage, and then a flash at night, everything falls into the ignoble life is here, below the earth, it meanders through the sun burns, but before sinking, being is alive, he stands up and screams in pain, and no one answers