what's happening, I thought I was going straight to the cinema, but here my conscience hesitates and finally passes without stopping, then I think I'll stop to eat, but of a sudden I think those dirty hands in restaurant kitchens, it disgusts me, I would have taken just a slice of ham, but I do not know where to go for one slice of ham, one will not I understand, it's complicated, so I can not go straight, it is always necessary that I think something that keeps me from being really happy, I'm in between, but glad to be unhappy not enjoy life, also how to enjoy life, I ask myself if it comes from the heart, but if it comes from the bottom, it is not the same smell, and then when I see a Girl, I only think nakedness offered my manly assaults, I'm in a trance, I see naked bodies no idea, I do not have a project, I'm in a process, I do not understand on the other, the bodies are empty representations, they mean nothing to me, I go alone, I think I'll get there, it's a matter of time, it is necessary to boil water cook pasta, and now I get home, after hours of mild anxiety about my ability to take control of my life, I failed in my living room, that's it for today, tomorrow it will be fine and I do not care because every moment is beautiful, it is sad at first and then slowly it starts to sway, the equilibrium is reached after an hour, it's good, it could not be better In this moment, the best does not exist, it must be, then I choose to be good, it makes me feel good, I'm balanced, up and down, and rarely always encouraging and bestial, it changes a little and it comes at the beginning, I used to take time, I do not change, I'm always ready with my priorities is a key issue, I base my life on love and effort, this balance allows me to approach life in a high position, no problem, a quiet vision, it comes