I 'm not doing this for nothing because in one time or another , I do not where I can be sure I know if I 'm doing this is to become myself , yes, it's an evolution from years I lie to myself and to others, because I went too fast, I did not have time to think about what I wanted to do , it is always the case, I 'm going too fast, but compared to before , I am careful not to go too fast, it is a daily effort , luckily I have time , life offers spread well not to concentrate all efforts on a day, it would be impossible for years it takes to get closer to what we are, it is very deep, we arrive at the center of envy, where there is no regret , while clearly , everything is in its place , I am very much in my head, everything is there, I know everybody , I do not like talking to people I do not know , so I manage to speak to people I know , these are people I've known before , in the time where I spent a little later than expected , it was not me who did this, I am simply a witness , it jumps from time to time , but I 'm still happy with the work done, this is a great project , I drew up the plans , there is no floor, I do not like neither up nor down , so at the same level, quickly going from one to another without relationship problem because now I am myself , I do not lie , so others know and everyone is happy because what I do I do it in the light, there is more shade that hides essentially my desires thrive in real time, it's good not to think , it is a waste of time, but I know one day it stops