but I did not say that, I 'm still a little of what I do, but I can not be what you think of me , what exists is obvious, it can not be transformed into a another trend , the bottom is fixed, there is nothing to expect , this is how we can hope to one day know the moment that will take over, it's a day like any other , which changes is the jump, it will become very high , I am afraid of the future , what should I do to be sure to continue to live in hope , I do not know what to choose, it's been years I live and I still have not figured out what to do , should be above or below , it changes what I try, nothing works , then I take a walk at less walking I forget that it is in a corner, I escape to not choose a single time that is Okay, that looks good , I do not choose , it is as if we had the solution a problem that is not yet ready , it can be good, it could do so, but is it what I want , I do not know , I'd do something else, but at the same time, I 'm not unhappy with what I now live, the freedom to do what you want, the silence of the moment, the chance that can make a tiny jump , and now it's time to do something else , c ' is what I love , change sunscreen regularly , then we age we have, it's hard to look like we were , the body changes , the shape of the face is not the Similarly, we get old without believing that it is possible, because in my head it refuses to change , we always twenty years, although experience has shown us the way, this unique opportunity that can not do anything because with age we know the price of bread , we do not laugh , this is serious , we pay attention