if the account is true, then we can decide whether to continue but I realize that something is blocking I must return to the start to see what happens , it takes years and one day it stops , I just of happens , dreams are completed, phase one is exceeded, there is a greater chance available , it remains only to breathe slowly waiting for the next train, this measure applies hundreds of times , some once we renounce , boredom , fatigue , I sleep at night because I do not know how much effort, life flows in me bubbling streams , that should do it but I do not know why it's slow , c is a hill that never ends , I go , I go , without a vision of the summit, I wonder if it will go on because I have time on my hands , it is not a question of wait, I do not mind , but I still do what I do not know if I 'm going to tie a knot , at least it takes a while, then I'll see , it still is what I 'm in the right place to meet the medium and strong in the first sense , travel in the field, to the obvious satisfaction, because what I do is always my first, it can not go far it is a story that starts with me, then I can not continue as before, it is not because something is wrong , but life has turned, must be avoided, because it lasts is fixed for eternity and man does not live as long , so I have to organize myself to do what seems to me the best choice that I take seriously , I am old enough , I am no longer young as I was, and I 'm not old I will be a day I 'm in the sufficient and necessary balance to move quietly