in a rough time

in a rough time as I take a road that leads me outside which is a place where I know lead me without thinking, this is my normal life without another glance everything is set for a long time, there no variation, the time is unique, it can last twenty years, and after it is no longer what it was, it's gone are the days of youth, at least since my daughter turned 18, this is why I say that the urgency is there, right in front of me, this is the time for action, watch it starts, now and for the day which takes time to be completed, which I missing is some resources that allow me to tell me that what I do is something that is true that at the moment it does not work at all, I am at the beginning, it has to take care then maybe I can do something else, that crazy is not yet that I dragged into stupid explanations, I must ensure that, but I have not yet found a way go elsewhere, it is too big, it takes me weeks to explore a small space, I saw on June 8, I do not know how it happened to me, but suddenly I saw where j ' was, it was a lightning whose image remained after me and since I reflect on the way forward to try to see something else, because what I saw makes me think that I am very far from the end I still spend years trying to get closer to the cross, a journey that I hope to bring me enough to make a good life