one day it is opening

one day it is opening but in the meantime I stay next to not miss the moment of madness, people running, flashes lights, a day of lucky as if I had not had before because for years I collect the moments when everything goes well, I even wonder if I'm not subscribed to chance, it becomes a habit sometimes I do not know what to do, it becomes hard to bear, j 'like a little more freedom, but I am told it is all or nothing, so I continued as before so I always come to the same place, I begin to know him well and I took a liberty that I had not before, this is how I now turn very quickly and I started to attack the center faster and stronger because here is how it happens, otherwise it stays down, it is why I recently spent time in first position it I only have a few points and I have the right to push the door to find out what is behind this door, it seems to me far huge, I see well when I am how I'm going to open what is happening now is crazy, it's everywhere but I did not want to go, I stay focused on my project, because in life is most important, the project can take in a special part, it is a challenge that I'm starting in the face that wakes me finally after 45 years of sleep and sometimes I feel far, it I must close, it comes, it will come is almost here, it is a time like this and once it is there, whereas in a series of pleasures I obviously chosen solitude, that I but to be more precise in a moment that gives me the strength to go to the top, it is not credible, I do not think wanting to get this far, but now that I launched it gives me ideas