to be a zero I go and I

to be a zero I go and I come to do what I can where it can make a difference , but it hangs somewhere, I can not move it , it's even worse than I thought , because in what circumstances do what we can , it should be enough , but when I 'm ready, it does not come , it's always the same thing , envy and nothing after , because in the head is down there is no active source , at most things that are going well , stuff , pears, sauces, finds, but nothing that goes, it's slow , inaccurate , poor, but when I point I know it is a little in each part , a little inside, a little outside of the small trials , beliefs that the time is one day over another in reality, but I put two the door opens to let the choice , if I want I can do that , it corresponds to the position to pursue a goal , I choose adjectives, verbs, nouns , although I am still in search of a powerful spring, I have to content myself with small jumps , it does not matter , we must start from the beginning , a bit of everything and forth in the house that is not even that of God , but life is so short we can think without knowing where it is, top to bottom, right to left, in the room, on the street, in the ground, in the air, in the sea, in the sky in the pan in tooth in the bulb, but right now we still do not , it's slow but it is steady, there is outright but could not do otherwise, because in a choice he there is not much room , standing there unable to move , but around noon it must be a prayer for the day ahead without having been able to do what we want , and I wonder when I 'll be able to do it, it's been years that I wonder what I'm doing on earth, it is a question that comes to me when I think what happens a few times a day , because at night I sleep and I dream sympathetic to undead monsters, and I wake up in a trance , where am I who am I , and gradually I take the road I had taken the day before, and another day begins, c ' wonderful life, it slowly advances to the day when everything falls on each side, you can not do anything to avoid , let's go straight then that is even better than before but still not what will come, I will definitely go there one day , so I do not worry me , it's a matter of time spent, not dead yet , not yet cooked, yet this