if I still do, I want to say that I do not agree, I prefer to leave and not come back, I do not care to stop trying to please, I will go straight into something else, life goes so fast that I no longer want to waste time, that's how I understand now, once too often, it can not go, just once, not two, no time to lose time, one question after another,then you have to imagine something that fits what I am, I must be correct for me to say I'm true, it's a development that is not easy it forces me to be satisfied to be always in a position to begin to believe, it comes, it goes away when you can move so far is the result of a search acrobatic performance, they may open , we can think, we laugh because nothing is too bad, it was so good, but before it takes it takes time and boredom, there is no other way to touch the bottom you have to be, life is not easy, there are many little doors and  no keys, before finding the key that corresponds to the right place you can spend years, it's a lock that allows to feel good, a short time all goes well, it validates all the others, each day passes with his little moment of excitement,everything else is habits,