When I'm at home I say that freedom of thought , walking is thoughtful in a new serenity, for years I do not expect happiness, because everything has been planned for a long time in the wonderful past of the future, for the moment I like everything , but I 'm not mistaken , it's in a coffin , it has so little to say , because every moment is a mechanical situation, used to believe that it is possible to take anything other than necessary, but when I think of the people who died , I think , is it's like that one day you're born , one day we die , it's fun to think that all s' stop but I live in the moment , it can not get any worse , I want to clarify that my efforts is free, it is useless to do everything because every step is necessarily clear what that is not is not retained , for the simple reason that we can not take everything , always select the first thing you see as the second too late , it 's gone for a elsewhere , since this event I have always considered myself one who can do nothing