for it is not necessary, because in many circumstances, it is found that the growth is low, it goes up and it goes down, I do not understand why it can not go higher, as if it is broke in the hills, I also see that I have a fear of not being able to exceed the cap, it comes from my childhood, I always believe in the simplicity of life, hopefully without too much effort , so I spend my time procrastinating what I could do today, which is the same, anyway what can we do, I am not aware of the possibilities, I focus on a project that is important to me, it matters to me, I expect a new birth, something vague, like the first birth, a hidden time, parents only remember, but also forget accumulation days, hours until today, an incredible event is followed by years of management as if something else was expected, but we do not know what we do not even know what we want if we are asked, what is your dream, we do not know, because right now I think that my nightmares, my dreams are so far inaccessible, uncontrollable, unknown, etc. Everything is far away and I'm closer what I want to do all the time, search, seek, seek, nothing find, search, searching, digging, believe, see, take the time to know that things are going well, continue, continue, continue, low light illuminates the room, I need to know what it is, is this normal, I'm asleep, it's late, it's how I realized the need to sleep, there is no more delight than waking up after a night of sleep, I get out of the unconscious, of a sudden I open my eyes, I see nothing, as the first day of my life, I gradually discovered the walls my room, a new world comes to my mind, I've been married for 20 years, I have a 16 year old girl, it's okay, it's morning, it's not silver medal win in the afternoon,