should understand what is happening, as if we could know everything that happens, from the smallest to the largest, of a to z, passing through p, or o, or g, it changes to each time, I do not understand anything, I need help, I ask someone what time it is, he answers, it depends if you want it cooked, I go my way, I ask someone else, I have to cook red meat, how long do I leave it in the oven, the person replied, it is 14h 33, thank you ma'am, and I continue to mix thought, where am I, where am I, when I was young I used to go to bed early so I could wake up quietly, now I go to bed late and I wake up as a death during a second I did not move, the alarm clock rang, I know it's time to wake up, but I do not move, a second of consciousness unconscious and then I open my eyes, I know where I am I know who I am, a man living in the twenty-first century, we are at the beginning of something, I do not know what exactly, I do not understand modernity beyond me, I'm not very big, it must be for that, heureuesement, I see the great who are forced to look to go pee, I am sticking to the glass and I expect her to come, I'm sure it comes every Thursday, life is I'm still waiting but I know she will not come, she died one day in December, life has left and has not returned, this is what is good in life, one day you leave and not come back while in life we always say goodbye, even if it is not completely true, sometimes we do not review it before someone old, that's life