One day she told me yes, and since we live together, it's wonderful, every day is a gift, but we know that nothing lasts, must enjoy the happiness while it is still there, because if it is no longer there, it has only eyes to cry, go cry a good shot, you'll feel better after only hope in life, a little happiness faster and much loneliness, how to stay optimistic, give a kick to his neighbor, you'll see how you feel better to know it hurts, it's sad to say but the happiness of one is often the misfortune of others, for example I played last Wednesday the lottery and I did not win anything, I learned from television that someone had won that Wednesday 50 million, I ached for him, wondering what could be done with so much money, I earn some money by working, but I'm happy time passes, I am, it makes me feel good to think I'm good, I'm eating alone, with her it is she who gives me the strength to continue, she told me regularly, why you spend all this time on the computer, you could do something else, you look at the potitique, economics, go outside, see people for organizing charity events for the poor, but I can not do anything, others scare me, I do not know what to say, I have no plans with others, I crossed, c 'is all I can do, I'm like that, it's not worth me to believe that I can do something else