when a relationship is blocked because of someone, how do go see being murdered or stay home to enjoy the present moment, that's life that unfolds in its genille stupidity, how reassuring, how free live far from stupid, far from stupid, but all we can find, there is no place safe sex, there is always a risk, a hidden disease, an AIDS into a corner, how to know who we fall, we will not ask him to go get tested first to be sure to get out without a problem, but it does not exist, it is better to be alone, quiet, I know myself, I know what I've done the last 20 years, no health problems, everything goes well, I live alone, it's good, it lacks caress, but I pass, I drink wine instead it does not completely replace but it can take the air without moving, it's economical, it is gentle, and tomorrow I'll wake up with dry mouth, oh well, you only live once and I do not want to miss my end, it is a matter of principle, I live every day to the last, from first to last, it is my commitment, and climb up there, it is this is not tiring, it's light, nothing moves, the equilibrium is stable, I positioned at the top of my experience, this balance well, quietly I feel the wind, it comes from the west, a promise of warm weather pleasant