eto obshchiy zakon, chto nakladyvayet vezde

eto obshchiy zakon, chto nakladyvayet vezde ya imeyu v vidu, chto vse nakhoditsya pod kontrolem ublyudki v tyur'me i dushevnobol'nykh zaperty v psikhiatricheskuyu bol'nitsu i menya ya idu v gorod, sprashivaya menya, pochemu ya tak spokoyno potomu chto vyyasnit', chto proiskhodit v vashey golove, vy dolzhny znat', chtoby byt' terpelivym, potomu chto vse eto besporyadok, vdrug uznat', chto eto nuzhno potratit' mnogo vremeni s riskom poteryat' preyemstvennost', potomu chto kakoye-to vremya otvlecheniye eto vse, chto prevrashchayetsya v nechto drugoye, chto oznachayet, chto dlya togo, chtoby uvidet', gde rech' idet ona slishkom slozhnaya veshch', ya otkazat'sya ot igry, i ya predpochitayu, chtoby sosredotochit'sya na zelenoy fasol'yu dlya ya vse eto iz morya, chto ne tot, kotoryy ya vybral na etot raz, potomu chto ya pozvolil sebe raskachivat'sya v neopredelennosti, kotoraya ostavit mne vybora, chtoby sdelat' chto-to yeshche, vot chto YA vizhu zhizn', v odin prekrasnyy den' vy uvereny, chto vybrali pravil'noye napravleniye, kak eto priyatno, chto idet, chtoby predupredit' nas, chto tak zhe, kak ya gotovlyus' k deystviyu, potomu chto eto bylo slishkom davno, chto ya delayu nichego ne zatem byt' v khoroshem sostoyanii, ya delayu, chto mogu, chtoby skazat' mne eto polezno, no zdes', v moyem mozgu u menya yest' ogromnyy ves, chto menya derzhit, ya dolzhen stoyat' na meste, chto neudobno, chtoby vse bylo to zhe chuvstvo v voprose, chto yavlyayetsya problemoy, no togda ya vizhu resheniye, ochevidno, nakhoditsya v chernyy i belyy, no eto da, ya budu imet' znaniya, no mne potrebovalos' vremya, prezhde chem ya reshil peresech' granitsu, eto ne to, chto ya kholodno, no eto razdrazhayet menya, chtoby skazat' mne, chto vse idet medlenno i chto v etom sluchaye u vas yest', chtoby posvyatit' let vodit' tank, no k vecheru, tam net mesta, chtoby spat', tak chto ya reshil izmenit' svoyu veka i pribyl v khram lyubvi, no, kak eto ne Moda tratit' vremya na myagkikh slov, ya ne vizhu nikogo, tak chto ya reshil proyekhat'sya i zdes' ya vynuzhden bezhat', potomu chto mesto polno gigantskikh yashcherits, kotoryye by skhodit' menya, poka ya sbegayu tak bystro, chto ya m "uletayet, tak i v utrennem vozdukhe ya vizhu, chto eto luchshe, chtoby borot'sya s pustymi rukami, potomu chto seychas eto to, chto ya delayu, no ya dumayu, chto v odin prekrasnyy den', chtoby obespechit' sebya s bananom