I'm tired of seeing me as if I had the patience, then it is urgent that it moves, life goes too fast, I'm worried, do I have to lie for a long time, believe in my lies , live by my dreams, but I'm not dreaming, I'm always between two passages, before or after, good or bad, right or first, it is always ever I n 'can not, I'm looking, I stuck in the fear response sad, it is rare to immediately share in the fun, it takes time to go fast no longer understand what you say, I do not understand you, you're a selfish salvation, anyway I do not think I am alone, it suits me, words, death, life simple starts in the morning and ends at night, beautiful night I sink into the unknown, it lasts several hours, this is when I woke up I understand where I come last night, delirium sickening images which are planted in beauty, dream or nightmare, it depends on the moment, it can quickly switch into anything, it was believed to hold the bar ver a clear course, but now I lose all sense of reality, while escaping, it goes too fast, where am I, what now hope, it depends on me, am I crazy, it depends on the day, by the time I leave and come back, I do not care, it turns in a sense, it suits me, it irritates me, it bothers me, it takes me, it leaves me, it frightens me, this is my life, better days, always better than yesterday, because yesterday is death, then live happily