is simple enough, but I can not now find the strength to all in this is not why I'm disappointed, but rather for another reason that I don ' comes not find, how do I have done as well for me to realize that acting out was more a reflection of normal lead, since I spend days to understand the a, is the first time I tried the experiment, before I had not had the opportunity to realize my dream, once I start, I fall I rise, I run, I walk, I look, I understand my error, I calculate a new angle of attack, this time I think I'll pass, but no, I must give due to lack of resources, life is starting over often, to keep the optimism I continue as if c It was the first time, I know it's wrong, but I can not succeed the first time, there is no limit to the number of attempts, if not the lowest ebb when the fatigue takes over, it's late and nothing happens