it's like that one day

it's like that one day I found myself in the middle of my dreams, I did not understand how I could get there, but right now I 've realized that my life had changed , I was not more at home , but in a hotel in a foreign country , what am I doing here , I have to think , what is my project, it is not obvious, it takes effort , because what was normal c ' was to live with her in a soft, reassuring universe, now I have to build everything all the time I can not let myself go there I have to be in the project without interruption and that I dreamed of this life there is never know happiness when we live dream to something else, it was the freedom, the simple joy , but when life unfolds his coat it is too late to give up, it's all over , there is nothing much but it is not as black as that because there is now enough for a bed, but also trips in different countries , because now I travel elsewhere for that I feel strange things , I was French and I became European , it is a gentle evolution, which spreads into my being with ease, but also regret because we are never completely satisfied with the life we ​​lead , he still has a hole that can not fill , so if I calculate my chances there are a dozen mountains that can not be heard, because here it is plain that dominates a large flat expanse where white sheep jump, but also rain shaped freshwater sea , it is also perhaps what is good , because in my dream I always saw what could be happiness