without being able to do otherwise

without being able to do otherwise I walk from place to place and I grow I grow up do otherwise , because here it is now there is no other way , we must accept what is happening without being able to without having to but with the chance to cross the sea and why not another test in the countryside or elsewhere that does not matter , what matters is to walk straight into the sky reflecting the light that comes basement , but also in the upstairs bedroom a rotting corpse , he'll have to do something, it's Saturday , tomorrow is Sunday , we will buy pancakes, that's how I drive without having had an accident since the last time I told myself that that was what we could do , but otherwise I do not know why it should emerge from anonymity , because I have no reference , and what I do I do it because now I can do it tomorrow but I do not know and I do not care, because what matters to me , today , it is now it burns , it pulsates , it makes , but it takes it , it comes out , it fits , then that is one day , one hour, woods, forest , sea , dead birds, the agreement between people, stupid wars, the money is flowing , precise times , and since that's how much I want to continue because I do not see anything else to do, that's right , c ' is a little tarnished , but it's still here because it is a noise that comes from above so that it's in a hurry but that 's not my department, I take care of me