how to understand the emergence of a sovereign vision

how to understand the emergence of a sovereign vision because everything is closed and the old mouth of the modern view , this is why I no longer take flight , I prefer the train is slower but it is more secure, we look at the landscape, there are still cows in the meadows, it is a day that passes without certainty , there is a prisoner of the car , waiting to arrive in the city that chose to spend a few days , it's easy, it's desirable , it's funny , now it happens to me I wanted was Monday, September 8 , I 'm on my way to Berlin , a city that I I chose to find myself immersed in the middle of German , I want to go there, I do not know why, when I was young I was more attracted by England, but now that I am 46 years old I think differently, it turns out that for 70 years, Germany and France have built on the ruins of a strong European war during that time England looked rather the United States , and therefore another reason, it is both my grandfathers died in the war, killed by the Germans, it was the war and now it is peace, then I am drawn like a magnet to the east