this day I'm missing something

this day I'm missing something, I thought to participate in life in a case that began and ended one day one day, but now I'm out of my life by chance and I came in an uncertain area where I spend as if I was put in front of a mirror that can not do the whole surface, it is a choice upside down since my image symbolizes my lack, it must be that I am aware of the possibility of a jump in the universe, which put me in supreme joy at the same time in deep concern, because in life there are helpful and full days days almost useless, unless they prepare useful days because nothing happens immediately, there necessarily was a time approach, when one is too far we see nothing, we must come together and gradually we see things that are not those to which we previously thought, because when we think we are in a hole, so to get out, you must make an effort and one day we see the light, but not the end, not a small light at the end of a dark room, then I say yes, that's it then that's not it but when something you believe it is as if it is true and after all what counts is what was then believed that which is true is certainly true but as nobody believes it is useless, so I thought I could do that, but ultimately I see something else, it is surely not quite decisive, but then I strength a door, is the last, I do not know, I've already opened a lot which gave me the chance to find something else, but what I miss is something else, how to choose good words, there certainly has a specific order that pushes the meaning to become something, but that is still small so I'm happy with what I do, it does not matter, it needed days to try to go fast in style, why I'm as close to a machine that decides life, while in all the major areas it takes hours to go from the bakery to the slaughter I think Life is a big empty space that can not be filled in case of supreme justice in a nice time but on the edges is rotten then be careful not to mislead