what is the closest to love

what is the closest to love a tender gesture sweet words of the time spent together and the end of term departure gesture moved the lack of the other, one day we can be sure, but what is missing do not you love when you live the experience of lack of love is terrible when we had it for years while doing, try again, find love with somebody one else is this possible, I'm not the type to seduce a night, I need to see each other in a reality which takes shape, so I'm sure we'll be able to spend time all exceeding the evening and the morning, which can be up to next week, next month, next year, but this time I will be more vigilant in the first hitch, I keep my distance, I asked for an explanation, I know I could break a love begins, but as I've already experienced the frustration in the long run, I do not want to wait, so if one is not able to understand that I want a smooth and happy life together, I think we can not live together, and here I am only a little desperate, as to life is complicated when we want to balance it escapes and is obliged to stay seems to live in balance and spends time in questioning and luckily life stops one day because otherwise I would have spent thousands of years to ask me how, hoping to live unhappy happiness or happy to live in fear misfortune, it is not easy to know which category you prefer to be, so I trust, that's all I have, I trust in love and as it happens one day I met a beautiful girl who wants to live with me, I'm in love and she finds me funny all goes well and I think we can spend years together, it's wonderful I feel good, I think of her and she has given me two children, it is a great pleasure, now I can say that life is beautiful when it goes to one side and the other side is open, as it I can navigate between the two and this time finally settled gives me complete satisfaction